NOTHING MUCH!!!!
I really don't have anything super, awesomely random to blog about tonight... I'm just blogging because I'm bored... took a nap... so I'm not going to sleep any time soon. My friends invited me over to watch Whitney's interviews on Oprah, but I've seen them already!!!!... and I wasn't in the mood to hang out... kind of just feel like chillin! I really need to do my hair so I'll probably do that... and Bro. Reggie gave me a few dvds that he wants me to watch and critique... so I'll probably watch those as I twist these things on my head!!!!!!
MY HAIR... AAAGGGGGHHHH!!!!
I'm soooo tired of my hair!!! I just want to cut 'em off and hand all 187 of them over to Locks of Love!!!! LOL... I'm sure they can't do anything with my locs!... but they should... HECK!!! I HAVE LOCKS!!! LIKE THE REAL DEAL... MAKE A LOC WIG OR SOMETHING!!! Ok... That's just unnecessarily retarded!!! I wouldn't do that... That's just gross! Back to my hair problem!!!!... I love my hair... I love to see it grow... Every phase of growth has been pretty darn cool... One month my hair is too short for a certain style... then I try it again a few months later and it's just the right length! It's cool... and it's growing like crazy... Well... here's the problem!!! I have wayyyyyy too much hair on my head!!!! and it's thick as crap... so you can only imagine how heavy it's getting. It's beginning to scare me... I don't want my hair line getting all jacked up because my hair is pulling it back!!! I think I'm going to try and wear it up more. It feels lighter... and I don't have to worry about it!... And then the freakin' maintenance!!! When I got locs, I was under the impression that I would just get up and go... and every month go and get it re twisted!!! Little did I know that this crazy recession was going to make its way known to America and steal all of my money! DUDE!!! I used to have a set appointment every month to get my hair done... now I'm stuck doing it myself! I just can't afford to throw $100 out right now!... as bad as I want to... So... my hair looks trashed every now and then because I'll go like 2 months before I do it again.. LOL... it sucks! Oh well... gotta get over that one!!... It's about that time to do them again!... I really want to wait, but... when your significant other tells you that it's about that time... LADIES, IT'S ABOUT THAT TIME!!! lol
Did I hear 'significant other'?!
Yea... you did!!!! I know, I know!!!... another boy, right?! WRONG!!!... This time I think God tossed me a man... MY MAN... THE ONE FOR ME! Oh goodness... I'm pretty sure I'll regret this in about two hours! I usually don't do this... not because I don't like people in my business... well that's sort of the reason... but another reason is because I have this fear that when I make it known to people then it's gonna end!!! It always happens to me... When I dated people in middle school... the moment I wrote my name -N- whoever the guy is.. like the next day we were no longer together! lol... I'm so serious! That still happens to me... I put a relationship on facebook ... like a few months later... BAM!!! We broke up!!! I write about a guy in my blog.... BAM!!!... We are no longer together!!!! LOL... But this one is different! I really believe this is the work of the Lord!!! This goes wayyyy beyond just writing names together or making it known on facebook!!! This time my friends... I think I found him!!!!
He is a member of the church that I attend. I've been at Born Again a little under a year and I had never, EVER seen him before... He's been a member like all of his life! I sat behind him randomly during a graduation ceremony at my church one Sunday. They were honoring those who graduated in the last year... something like that. He was one of those being honored! I didn't get a good look at his face... I saw his profile and I heard his voice! He was pretty funny... jokin' like the entire time! I remember thinking that he had the cutest little infant head! It looked so small with that graduation cap! I didn't think much else after that... That same night... or maybe the Sunday after that I went to a spot called Lovenoise with my friends. I saw him just as I was leaving out... I remembered him... I don't know how... but I did! And he was soo freakin' cute! His smile was adorable! We talked... but for some reason he and Anjelica seemed to be hitting it off! She's very outgoing and a bit flirtatious... it seemed that way at least... So I walked away so they could talk... it clearly didn't seem like he was interested in me! lol... which was fine!! To make this story short... He was just as interested in me as I was in him! He saw me way before I saw him! So now... months later things are going really well... close to perfect actually!!!!
I try not to talk about him to my friends so much because I don't want to be a pain!... God knows I can talk about him all day! I tend to call my mentor about him because she is sooo mushy and she loves it! lol... She's been very helpful in this relationship too!!! THE BOMB!... I used to call my friend Renee. She's mushy too!... She's sooo extra though... She starts crying and crap! lol I can't take all that! lol She has to ask in order for me to tell her now!!!... lol That's my girl though... Ride or freakin' die!!!! Anyway...
I met his mom today! She is sooo sweet and funny! She wants me to come over and hang out with her some time! I'm actually looking forward to it! She seems very nice. OMG... This is so not like me! We are taking things really slow... Yea... we hang out... talk on the phone and text all day, every day... but there's still so much to learn... still so much to consider! So I'm single until I tell you otherwise!!! He's an awesome friend!... if this goes where we both think it's going...friendship is very important!
HE'S THE BOMB, DUDE!!! THE FREAKIN' BOMB!! He's a gentleman, he loves God, He is very sweet.... funny, smart as crap, and LIKES ME A LOT! The way he looks at me makes me... ughhhh, i don't want to say it... melt!!! LOL... There is so much love in his eyes! It used to make me very uncomfortable because I'm not mushy!!! I wanted to say, "WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU LOOKING AT?!?!? STOOOOOPPP IT!!!!" lol... I don't feel that way at all anymore! I like it now! lol... I won't go into details of what my thoughts are now, but basically he can look at me whenever and for however long he wants!!! LOL... GOD! You are funny!!! This has to be God, y'all!!!... I'm sooo not like this! My best friend Sequoia and I used to talk about love all the time... we both want to experience the real deal sooo bad!!!... what God wants for us all! I always complained about how LAME mushiness is... and how I'll never be that way!... which is weird because I wanted love... but didn't want to be mushy! How is that possible?! lol I was so confused! Anyway... Her response was that when you've found the right one those things will just come naturally... You'll want to be mushy... You'll want to hold his hand, look into his eyes all the time!!!... You'll even want to submit to him!... which I didn't think was possible because I'm so independent and don't want a man telling me anything! SHE WAS SO RIGHT!!!!... I'm so different now! I don't submit to him.. because he's not my husband! lol... but I can see myself easily doing just that! Anyway... I didn't mean to do this... I really didn't!!!! oops!! I've said way too much... UGH!!!... see what I mean! I can talk about him all day!!! lol...
I guess I had something interesting and random to talk about after all!!!
I need to start on this head of mine.. ooooo... one more thing! I went to Sonic not too long ago and bought another Route 44 Cherry Lemonade Slush!!! It's official... I'M ADDICTED!!!! lol Try it for yourself!!!! You're gonna fall in love!!!! Ok... I'm out!!!
Until next time,
P-ce!!!!!
Oh wait... I forgot to tell you guys his name... JEREMY!!!! JEREMY -N- JESSICA!!!! CUTE RIGHT?! LOL
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