... and I have no earthly idea what to do with myself. I try to tell myself that this is no different from him being in Arkansas. Umm... WRONG! When Darius was in Arkansas, we talked during all three of my breaks and as soon as I got off from work. Now... well... I think to call him during all three breaks and as soon as I get off from work. Ugh. -__- This is hard.
We talked via email when he was in Germany at the beginning of the week. He also sent me the sweetest message on my Facebook wall. I'm assuming that he is in Afghanistan now because I haven't talked to him AT ALL! I NEED to talk to him. I NEED to know that he made it safely.
I made the mistake of googling Kandahar, Afghanistan today... Of course everything I found was about bomb explosions on U. S. bases! There was one yesterday and one person was killed. *faints* smh.. I never should have done that. I'm really freaking out now. LESSON LEARNED! Darius would be pissed if he knew that I did that.
::sigh:: UGH! I have to stop worrying. I mean, I prayed about it... and I trust that God is protecting him... or do I?? I'm working on that part!
Anywho, those who read this blog, pleast take a minute and send up a prayer for him! Thaaaankkkss!!
Signing off,
♥ Stix
