God DOES freakin' love me!!!!
I feel so much better, guys!!! God is the bomb!! A day or two after my last depressing blog I woke up with that song, "These are the words I would say" on my mind. I didn't know the name of the song at the time and I didn't know the first two lines. All I could sing was "You're gonna do great things. I already know... These are the words I would say." It bothered me that I couldn't remember that, but I wasn't messed up about it... I went about my day! As I was driving to work the song came on. I really had the opportunity to listen to the sing and it changed my life. That guy was straight up singing to me, encouraging me to look to God... don't give up... You're great... You WILL do great things! I needed that! So after getting the first line of the song I realized it was in the bible... somewhere! I did my research and found out it was Ephesians 6:10. Of course I decided to read the whole passage. Ephesians 6:10-20 is titled in my bible "The Armor of God." It was just what I needed. After reading it I thought... "Wow, God DOES freakin' love me!" He was there for me even though I had given up. He gave me a song that LITERALLY CHANGED MY WAY OF THINKING! It helped me think positively even though I didn't want to... because at the end of the day... "HIS LOVE WILL FIND A WAY!"... God has everything worked out! I just have to live my life... Thank Him for each day... and Have faith that THIS WON'T BE MY LIFE FOREVER! :) Another thing this song did was, as you can see, force me to read the bible again. I realized that when I stopped reading... I gave up on God... I wasn't meditating on the Word... How can I expect to get help... if I don't read!! lol Wow... anyway... So you guys KNOW I had to learn how to play this song! I play and sing it every now and then to keep me motivated... to keep my spirit lifted! I love that song. I need to find a way to contact those guys and thank them for being obedient and writing such a RIGHT NOW song!
Wow... it doesn't stop, huh?!
Church was the bomb Sunday.... and again SO FOR ME!! Our bishop preached on "Our heart's Song." I felt so convicted that entire sermon. He talked about how we have to stop singing these sad songs when people ask what's going on with us. We have to stop being so negative and praise God anyway! I kept thinking... "Wow... God and PEOPLE are probably so tired of me and my heart's sad, depressing song!" After the sermon was over a lady named Sister Augustine came up and told us what God had put on her heart. She said that she could see women jumping out of a ship... basically giving up. Something our first lady mentioned earlier triggered this vision. I then saw myself jumping off of the ship. She said that's exactly what the devil wants. He wants us to be so fed up that we give up... He wants to keep us from looking to Jesus or even saying Jesus when we don't know what else to do. I immediately got mad. That's exactly what I did. I gave up... instead of looking to God... I jumped off of the freakin' ship! HOW STUPID! lol I cried and took my butt right up to that altar.. I don't know what everyone was saying at that point. I talked to God... asked for forgiveness... declared some things... and sang a NEW song to Him! :)
So guess what guys... NO MORE SAD BLOGS! I can't afford to keep hurting God like that! He's been way too good. I'm done complaining! lol... Another song just came to mind... I'll leave it with you!!!
"Count it all joy and always remember.... Life will get better. It's gonna get better. No matter the weapon, it will not prosper. Things will get better. It's gonna get better!" -Kirk Franklin
Again... that's in the bible. James 1:2 "My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations" (KJV) Read the whole chapter... Life changing! ...
Isaiah 54:17 "No weapon formed against you shall prosper, And every tongue which rises against you in judgment You shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, And their righteousness is from Me,'Says the LORD."(NKJV)
Anyway, I'm about to do my hair and watch a movie!!!!!!
Until next time,
P-CE!!!
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